Sunday, October 26, 2014

Sleepy but wanna Snuggle, Sunday

Bed has been calling my name ALL DAY... but not just that was I want someone to hold me close, cuddle and kiss me and remind me of all the things about me that are beautiful.

I am not feeling it today. I just wanna cuddle, snuggle and be warm.. next to someone who I know would do ANYTHING for me... but alas I do not have that.

My husband is nothing like that. He's not very emotional. I think over the years we have both experienced so much hurt and pain we've built walls and we have even kept one another out. This has left both of us cold towards one another... *sigh*

I guess cuddling up under my blankets and putting my hand under my cheek and pretending it's someone who cares about me is all I have left in my life at this time.

1 comment:

  1. Hang in there, Cindy! It can't rain all the time. Or so they tell me. I won't lie and tell you it will get better because even though it might, life has no guarantee. I would not dare tell you that I understand what you are going through because I haven't walked in your shoes. I understand depression by what it means to me. So I want you to know that you are not alone in this fight. I am sending you healing vibes and hugs because this sisterhood is stronger than old man depression.