Yeah at that point.
Don't even think I'll go to Rowan's wedding, she'll already have all she needs there. I'll be the outsider, the unknown... better off not going... then see all the fun she had with her "real sisters" and feel more miserable.
I hate being poor, hate being scared of airplanes and even more depressing is I have no time for anything outside of my life.
FML *huge fucking sigh*